Thursday, June 4, 2009, 08:31 AM
Just a little entry to say whatever. Work has been busy and IRL has been a bit overwhelming at times too. Anyways, both the Magistrate and Galtuch are working on restarting, if you're interested in learning more about either of them or both of them, just email me. Thanks![ add comment ] | [ 0 trackbacks ] | permalink |
( 0 / 0 )Friday, April 3, 2009, 02:39 PM
Sorry everyone for being quiet. I don't even know if anyone even reads this thing anymore, but I would've posted more often if I could. It's just been hard with working long hours, and being too tired to deal with getting online at night. Sorry. Unfortunatley Magistrate and Galtuch are very slow right now too, but Starbase Adelphi is going well. Always looking for new members. If you want to know more, just get ahold of me. Anyways, I'll try to get on more often to post. If you want to leave a message, feel free. I like the company.[ add comment ] | [ 0 trackbacks ] | permalink |
( 0 / 0 )Tuesday, February 10, 2009, 06:52 PM
Yup. Life is sorta blah right now. Work is fine, getting ok hours, but the company made cutbacks and two of the full timers got fired, people I really enjoyed. Sims are going ok, but as always they all definitley need more players. If you're interested in any of them, USS Galtuch, USS Magistrate, Starbase Adelphi, just shoot me an email. Not sure what else to say. Sigh. Leave me a message if you like...[ add comment ] | [ 0 trackbacks ] | permalink |
( 5 / 1 )Friday, November 28, 2008, 06:42 PM
Hey, just doing a short entry to vent. I've had a few days off this week from work, which has been sorta good, but sorta bad. Mostly because it means less money on my next paycheque, but also cuz it gives me a lot of time to just...think. Not that thinking is bad mind you, but sometimes its just a pain in the ass. Please note that what I'm writing is just me venting, and is not meant as a bash against anyone in particular.
I guess it started when I got out a DVD from the library about a camp in Minesota for gay christian teenagers. I thought it would be interesting, especially since I consider myself to be a gay christian. The problem was though, it reminded me a lot of how I was treated by my christian friends when I came out.
Not to go into lots of details, but basically I was raised pretty 'churchy' and told that going to church was very important and that you always had to be good. Sometime during university I realized that I was gay and struggled with it for many years. I had been raised to believe gay people were evil and sinners, and would burn in hell. That obviously was very difficult for me to understand, since I was trying to figure out my feelings, but at the same time was trying to be a christian. When I eventually came to a point where I realized the gay stuff wasn't going away, I started turning to my christian friends for support, and with the execption of a few people, was basically told I wasn't welcome at their churches or the campus christian group. I guess my point is, and why I thought about all this is what would've happened if I had been able to go to a gay christian camp and be told that everything was normal?
Even now, I don't go to church, don't really do almost any christian stuff because I've been pushed away from it for so long that I'm sick of the struggle. It's very hard, because being in the church was a huge part of my life, and I don't have it anymore. It's confusing to figure out what to do.
So, anyways, for now I'm going to stop venting, its getting late, and I'm going to try to relax. As always and comments or questions are always welcome.
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( 0 / 0 )Sunday, October 12, 2008, 06:14 PM
I know I haven't posted since July, and honestly I don't even know if anyone even reads this thing, but I thought I'd post something to keep this going. Life has been...whatever, been working a lot, not sleeping, and having some IRL stresses. But I'm making it through, and trying to learn how to make 'me' time somewhere in there. Anyways, I'll stop rambling, and will make a brave attempt to keep posting more regularly. Comments or questions are always welcome! [ add comment ] | [ 0 trackbacks ] | permalink |
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